Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Inhale!!!! Exhale!!!! OoooZzzzaa!

Not a good afternoon for me...1st I received a mail from a team member asking me to trace lots again!!! How many times will I remind him that it's not my job it's his job...Darn! I feel I was being overused by that quality issue...tons of work...but for sure I'll get no credit (asa pa!) ... 2nd and greatest...I attended the practice for our group presentation for our last xmas party in the company... the strict dance instructor was kinda off in her words and manners...I've witness it and been a victim since day one of practice, I was suggesting for a plot...and I wasn't finish talking yet when she cut me and said "Alam Ko" if I have the skill to raise my eye brows it went as high as the ceiling! unfortunately I can't even raise a milimiter sad...but after that incident  I have manage to ignore it and attended the succeeding practice for the sake of World Peace!!!  unlikely comments are left and right towards the instructor, others opted not to join but majority still have the patience to join  since we all know that this is our last presentation and Xmas party together....plus we are all fantasist to bring home the bacon worth 10K!!! and of course World Peace! but this afternoon I forgot the world peace in me :( .....I just asked in light mood and  partly bubbly if she can change the steps from girlsh to boyish but her response was defensive and quite off  but still I replied in joke mode " ate sensitive mo nman"  but what she replied make my blood rush in my head in just a split of a second when she said " Ikaw na lang kaya dito sa unahan" so I replied " te kung magaling lang ako, ako ang nandyan" that instructor cross the line of  OFFness and OFF manners that is acceptable to me... so I walk out of the practice before I can say anything worst that will make me go down to her level.... inahaling and exhaling and chanting OoooZzzzaa!!!! Grrrrrrr!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Welcome Me :)

I'm not gifted in writing.. I only write If have negative feelings either I'm sad, hurt, frustrated and broke hehehe...It's my way to release tension on my brain and offload tons of heavy feelings on my chest..I hope I can write out loud for my happy moments too....I have a lot.. but normally it reflects instantly coz I literaly laugh it out load (a distinct type of laugh which my friends can identify that it was me without seeing me...hehehe) or  I just show may big smile which ends meet at the back of my head...:)

Low Peak is my first blog..which I wrote in 2006...composed at the height of my emotions...comments I get was...."pang hallmark"....."nose bleed"... and "addie kaw ba yan? di nga?" few blogs after are likely emotional...but it was a relief at that time... I hope I'll rememeber and have time to use this blog spot for other moments... :) not only Low Peaks but High Peaks too...